21st

birthday celebrations are always meant to be fun. no exception for nbl's one.. was a mini celebration with tang yuan and a cheap cake. ha, but the crowd is darn fun and of coz the photo taking session as well.

amidst the joyous faces of many, this is a season of broken hearts, tormented souls and wrenched minds. no other gd ways can solve these issues other than time. the time element is powerful, able to dilute and dissolve watever issues. right now is 6 of us, ha and counting. watever the case is, we'll be ard for each other. reality is harsh, embrace it and live it. no point blaming it and avoiding it.

these are the captured moments. look at ron's krx moronic expressions.. muahah..

ron is the bomb. me wilz n ahneh being gayish.. haha..

ron and jackie's chan nose

grp foto where no1 is looking at thecamera. haha.

big friendly giant nikki, freaking tall.. abt 1.92m ;)

the jokers in eblk, plus vip ahneh..

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aging

half way thru the sem. has been pleasant so far. gt closer to the 5th,6th and 7th fl pple. heh, was an eventful wk, hall production, jb trip, frisbee session, tennis games and basketball games as well. all these actually brought me to the fact, im growing old. not as old 80s - 90s kinda old. but in a sense of maturing and unable to shine that much anymore.

my knee gave way again, this time less painful than the previous ones but definitely another scarring experience for me. groaning in pain at pgp todae.. i want to get my surgery done quick, to get back to old active and confident self on court. heres the report after the MRI scan below.

its a season of seasonal love, pple come & go, get together and leave apart. life goes on, its tough but its possible. within my circle of close friends in hall, a handful of them are also undergoing the same dillema of life, esp with bgr. boy or ger alike, we cant escape from it.

im having a headache 2 days in a row, more like a tired burnt out kind rather than a chronic serious kind. i need gd sleep, uninterrupted, cool weather sort.

zzzz

mri report - total tear of ACL. recommended for surgery to regain active in competitive sports

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truth

heh, truth always hurts. its always nice to be loved by someone and of coz hurts when someone u love is loved by someone. i can sense pain and sorrow as we discussed. i dunno, shes still my best friend after all. abit uneasy when things are indeed moving on.

i need a beer.

anyone joining me?

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wisdom

having a msn conversation with a fyf and this is what was shown, which i found to be highly comic yet true.

xxx: " ... money dun fall from sky even if we pray hard "

men are always involve with balancing acts of rationality and objectivity. i say i love the challenge. for this, ahneh, i respect u =)

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roses

accompanied ma and pa to the floral supplier to get roses for mum's major feat of delivering quality bouquet of flowers to those lovebirds. well, this yr is abit different for me, no need to ponder too much on hw much to spend on these items, coz im a hermit in the love island. heh. no additional worries.

in the end, invested in almost 2 dozens of blood red roses to give to my best female friends. heh, and i realised a similiarity for all, every single recipient beamed with joy when they received the gift. heh, maybe its the joy of giving, i feel happy as well. $ is nt the issue, looking at others being happy is always more satisfying. heh, thats probably the essense of hall life too. communal staying is sometimes nt just for our ownself. sometimes its just for friends. being together escalates the joy level, of coz making it harder to leave this place.

blogsurfed quite a few blogs full of emotions rollercostering. well, me too. going thru quite a up and down ride too. its everything merged as one, best bud to hi-bye friend, lovers to friends, dating friends to msn friends, brothers to acquaintance, leader to follower. heh. oh well, life's a bitch.

heres a virtual rose for all who spend some time reading this post. roses make pple happy, for the giver as well as the receiver. have u send urs todae? order from me. haha.. ;)

happy vday lovebirds!

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artist ?

ha, was chatting with eguanas and kingm started her tasteful creations of iconic pictures of us. well, these are sweet moments that u will bound to remember even when u r in sep, graduated or just plain bored. those who are interested, go e513 to look for master artist, kingmando da fullofshito ;)

take a moment and try to identify them, heh, some are self explanatary.

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piano

was having my routine in the toilet cubicle where i picked up this article from sdu (social devtm unit) on dating 101.

found the best line to be :

" Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart"

- unknown

perfect definition

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kr tears

kr girls hball finals. we lost it, by a goal, a deja vu of wat happened last yr. the girls played hard, played better than their previous game. i fully applaud their courage and perserverance, coz they are trailing most of the time.. nt easy to perform under a suppressive scoreline. EH keeper was phenomenal based on my own reading of the game, she did everything right. our girls did everyting they could too, but lady luck was wearing yellow today.

at the final whistle. EH rejoices and KR slumbers. well, it was a tough moment for everyone on the court, for everyone wearing different shades of blue. old alumni, current kent ridgeans, all in sync of feeling the loss. the gers fought hard on court just now and off court as well, holding back their tears. as the crowd gathered for a kr anthem, i felt it inside me all over again - the exact same spot where i first shed my tears for kr, donning a kr handball jersey. this time, as a spectator, feeling the emotions once again. i feel it gers, every single one of ur tear drops, i understand it perfectly, all old & new handballers would feel it too. i know my day will come, i know i will never quit. i am a kr warrior.

gd job my dear handballers, siqing, yan, del, janice, cheryl, cherilyn, sarah, lizard, nikki, shilin, liling, shuyun, coaches jm & ken and many more. be proud always - like what your captain mentioned, you are already a winner by braving a good fight.

total respect for you girls. i shed a tear for you all

to seek. to strive. to excel

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cheers/jeers

yay, week 4 of normal school term. a gd 1/3 of our sem2 for 2005/06 almost gone. soon gone too would be the final yrs, also the bunch of pals leaving for sep as well. cant help it but felt the sense of loss already. can already imagine that the closer friends im having would be leaving me, but this is life, change is everywhere, change is constant.

been trying to connect to the old mood of supporting ihg games once again. i realised for the past yrs it was due to obligation of duties that i was there for the supporting. but this yr is slightly different, kinda felt it within oneself. i started to take notice of the number of yr2s and yr1s there for the supporting/cheering. i can count with 2 hands, smtimes maybe 1. this issue aside, i witness this particular moment - hball gers are having semis with our neighbour. the atmoshere was intense, scoreline was close, time is nearing. heat is building up.. neighbours starting their roaring cheers wave after wave and we were momentarily drown by them. immediately, questions such as 'where is the cheer leadering comm?' came out... in the end it was some yr2 who initate some encouraging cheer etc.

this qn hit me. muz u be part of cheerleading comm to cheer? even i cant bear to answer the qn coz i noe the answer is a flat 'no'. infact, i feel boldy everyone who went thru fwoc shd be able to do the job. more so for the jcrc, blk comm, fwocers and smu. even i am guilty of that. but why? i cannt find an answer. maybe homo sapians in general are like dat, selfish animals. we dont want to do more that what we are expected. for wat?

as per past ihgs, kr and neighbour are always full of issues. abt the godly sportsmanship, or rather the lack of it. each of us are always full of complains abt hw the other was crude, violent, uncough, rough, impulsive, rude and disgusting watsoever. i believe its always a 2-sided story. both are wrong in some ways or other. however, to a certain extend, i believe jeering & equivalent is essential for ihg. not that im promoting negative behaviour, but this can spice up a certain degree of identity and of coz creativity too. actually i felt the key issue of such jeering/unjust behaviour is due to incapable umpiring. a convincing and unbiased umpire would separate the winners from losers, control the crowd, enhance sportsmanship and display the true beauty of that particular sport.

take a closer look, jeers and cheers are resulted from unjust calls from empires and referees, not much of rivalry. ha, who knows we can be bro & sis halls in the future?

haha. camping over the wkend in hall, trying to collate 2 different projs by tonight. tired.

glowing cheeks.

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DnD

watch out dudes. we are coming.

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