serial killer

yes i noe there are alot of speculations abt things going on. some true, some not. more importantly, it doesnt concern u, does it? heh.

well, i think i've moved on. likewise for xiu. i've no reason to feel awful nor painful when i learnt abt the things she progressed till. it jus gave me more reasons to flush out the past n start a life. enough of the misfortune. life operates in a cyclical fashion, there are ups and downs. lets look at the up things of life.

i've to admit, these 2mths or so had broaden my prespective of things once again. i felt conan when the whole host of cultural events just went past, i wanna be part of the culture scene. this yr i felt particularly left out coz i didnt play for ihg and some of these cultural performances are meant as a tribute for the sportsmen. life is dynamic, we shdnt be too focus on a particular aspect. and i mean we shdnt be lopsided in either kind, be it sports or culture.

sch work. indeed building course provides ample opportunities. but also a stark fact that we are nt engineers, not professional. we can never match the kind of status or prestige. i noe i wanna succeed, i will. just a matter of time and fate. this sem has been a killer, as of now, i've abt 5more projects due, this is actually killing me.

back to affairs of the heart. i felt rejuvenated in recent weeks. nt becoz im attached or dating. but just that im paying more attention to the pple ard me. i enjoy the feeling of liking some1, be able to care for and provide for some1 genuinely, nt with any hidden agendas. then of coz the reciprocation, genuine ones. the sense of touch, the magic of cuddling, the sweet talk, the confessions, the partnership.

to you, i think u r smart & independant. above all, im totally impressed by ur love, passion for your family and friends. the aura around u when u r on centre stage is phenomenal.. ur sincerity with friends can be felt immensely too. u r mature for ur age too, having gone thru some of the complicated issues of life. nevertheless, i enjoy your companionship, tks being such a true friend. time will tell if things are looking healthy. i wanna keep the ball in center court, skewing to either side is bad, and of coz unfair. ;)

if i gonna be a serial killer, i wld want to be a killer for mosquitoes. a hardcore assasin for all these blood thirsting insects (and suckers) in the world.

fking hell, woke up at 3am becoz of mosquitoe bites.. nbcb

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