cliffhanger

yay, after so long, finally have some time for myself. having paper on sat, then next fri. had a gd steam bath at kent ridge guild hse yest with huan n ken. then after that went for a run with ken again, i feel gd and healthy again, i think soon my abs would be obvious (since army).

okie, my operation is confirmed on the 9th may 2006. so working back and forth with the timeline, these are the time i'm left.

5th may : nus official last paper. so is mine
6th may: meeting with old marists buddies @ cafe cartel then MI3 atPS
7th may: family outing
8th may: fasting day, mandatory to do so before operation
9th may: d-day, see u at ttsh
6wks after d-day: at home, recuperating and doing physio @ ttsh
after that: back in hall for dnd / flag / fwoc / rag dance? / ftc?

very sayang, this yr no more blk trip for me. for the past 2 yrs, i took great pride in organizing one, it gives me immense satisfaction to see at the end of the trip, all the eguanas went enjoyed themselves. even more fulfilling are when the alumnis tagged along.

during yr1, we went to redang - together with all the golden gers (mavis, xinyi, siling, yuwei, becky), kelvin chua, boon, shyangzheng, por & more. it was amazing, for yr2, we went to perhentian, neigbouring island of redang, equally fun, that time with more newbies joining us, the 4th fl short wing, the silver gers, wilson, xiaoyun, wl, por again. vince, chin & huan, nikki. once again, it was brilliant. i still have the pictures to attest to that!

somehow i realised such oppprtunities jus slipped past easily. no more thailand trip for me, no more blk trip, potentially no more ibg / ihg for me, same for rag dance etc. so the bottomline is DO NOW, dun bloody wait.

for that i thanked kaiyang & huan (vp n p for 24th jcrc respectively) for pushing the idea of runing for fwoc in my head then. it was then it started the emotional die-for-kr thingy, which i feel is best displayed in all the fyfs (final yr friends) in kr. not gg too much in details abt hall issues again.

'time will tell' haha. this statement is appearing on my msn msg more than anything else. maybe time will tell, maybe not. the feeling of waiting is odd, one-way traffic is demotivating, non communication is dampening.

i am a cliffhanger, still in the midst of deciding loads of issues. sometimes a hand might jus solve everything.

but i will go on till my energy expire.

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