trust

what is trust?

i sat down todae and ponder upon. seriously i dun noe. i dun noe how can i define trust, with regarding to bgr, to friends or even to acquaintaince. many a times, trust comes hand in hand with faith, another big factor with people to people interaction. sometimes i wonder am i a too naive person, someone who trusts others too easily? or someone who thinks is in control of everything but jus being puppeted to accept things. or sometimes jus accept things when i noe apparently its wrong.

i look at myself at my current state. yes, stable i am. looking strong indeed. but i wonder if its for real or isst jus orchestrated. its beyond simple promises, words, text or dreams anymore. its more of definite plans, concrete actions. i noe wat i want in life, just waiting for the someone to walk and flourish with me. walk with me, ya?

my, i avoid hiding meanings under my sentence like hw mg loves to do it. but probably its how i feel now, semi assurely convinced? infact i have qualms over myself at times too.

time will tell.

sorry for sounding so profound. ha. i just cant pen my thoughts as simply as an SS essay.

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