happy together

for those keen anticipaters, yes, we are together, in a unique way. its more than just friends, less than official partners, but surely as supportive and giving as soulmates. it had been a roller coaster ride, full of ups and downs, surprises and anticipation. nevertheless, it turned out blissful. the many months ahead would actually paved the kind of relationship we will be leading.

being an almost adult to-be has its perks and dirt. seen thru most, experience most of young adult stuff and seen the evil and ugly side of adulthood. the key essence i learnt thruout these years as a young adult in hall is communication and respect. commanding respect thru respectful communication. lately, blk/hall issues are at its peak, issues are brewing and no one seems to be able to remediate the situation. everyone feels that fyf should place things back to original before we leave. i beg to differ, this is your problem, my problem was solved during my time. now its your turn. indeed changes are hard to accept and certain priorities are more important to one than the other. all these can go on and on, it will never be resolved until one compromises, and all to learn to accept and shut up. if we cannot stomach such displeasure at this level, u have nt grown up, u havent learn much. no need to talk about hall passion, personal glory, blk pride, its really up to ownself to balance objectives. afterall, its just hall, no need to take it too personal.

infact, now i can empathize hw steph is feeling when lin is supposely accquaintance with her, and dozens of pple (like myself) are being 'concerned' for her and kept questioning and interrogate her abt the recent goings. i simply detest that. u will know if you are close enough to me, seriously i do not think i owe anyone any explanation why things are such and even lesser tolerance with pple harbouring double meaning with their words. i appreciate honesty and straightforwardness, coupled with tactfulness pls. this is our life, i shouldnt be accountable to anyone. so next time if you decide to rub in some sacarsm with ur comments, be cautious, i bite.

certain things are moving fast, way too fast for my liking. maybe im outdated, but i still believe in laymen's theory, cement mortar takes time to harden to gd concrete, so that it can acquire strength, stability and high tolerance against external elements. it applies to everything, especially relationships and career path. i am happy for u to see u wearing that smile which was lost last xmas, but wary by the fact santa came way too fast and furious. for that matter, couples don't always have sex once doors are closed, welcome to the world of reality, its time for heart talk, time to pour feelings abt life and also to sleep. so, for those poison tongue individuals, i believe in kharma, be selective and humane when u speak. be wise or god kharma will strike.

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uncertainties are complementary in life. cant live without them, learn to live with them. once bitten twice shy, i was bitten too, and i know you are shy. its our first, make it our last. to hell with bastards, bitches and other heartbreakers, world peace to the rest.

guys are sometimes a pain in the arse, esp cute ones.

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