brawl

had a funny and frustrating msn conversation with syl yest. it was with such mixed feelings and in the end i logged off in a huff, to minimise frustration later on. however, while i was trying to force myself to sleep, i realised the table kept vibrating (its hp, not vibrator, tsk) and after much effort, i managed to retrieve those msgs. its wasnt the sweetest msg on earth, but it wasnt the meanest too. the ending msg was..


[syl: i may be irritated angry n unreasonable writing the above messages i still
love you so i am telling U Else I won't even bother]


its a frown smile situation. dun noe which meaning to take. ha, i chose the logical way. in all, i think the weather, assignments, food, exchange rates, nostalgic, sickness and misc has taken its toll. ya, i realised, when u r realli concerned abt someone, even the shortest msg meant a world to u. but similiarly, even the slightest vulgarities meant the hell too.

i resolute not to using harmful words to my loved ones. partly becoz my grammer is limited as well. ha, but im working to become a cultured person. one who appreciates fine arts and photographing (of syl, clothed, tsk tsk.. ) .. i love u!

okie, back to reality. assignment here i come. z z zzzzz ...

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