surprises.. nah
as i stare blankly at my computer screen, alot of events start to unfold, i froze and start the analyze things happening ard me.
hmm. things are changing. so many things are evolving, some i dun even know for the better or worse.
the more i read to it, the more disgusted i feel. maybe the day i stop reading would be the day i totally gt over with it. everyone has freedom to make their own choice, who am i to stop them from making what they think is right?
so, i guess i would move away from them. no point making ownself miserable and awkward trying to solve puzzles.
best friends. wat are best friends? i dun noe know too. things arent as transparent as i hope they are. sometimes ill intentions are masked beneath the so-called true friendships. lets hope things are not as it seems. i hate complicated stuff.
longing for a person is unexplainable. seeking for total forgiveness is equally a marvel. asking for a brand new chance is a godsend. but i think im my heart is still somewhere, hidden in the mudspread. if only if only i could turn back time. ouch. life goes on. can i? may i? shd i?
its time for retirement from hall. another phase of life awaits me.
issues. issues. issues.
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posted by sleepless @ 2:54 AM
3 Comments:
i dont believe in "friends forever", because i realise how fragile a friendship is. i mean, you can be best friends 1 moment, but the next moment something may screw up, might not even be any of your fault. sometimes the chemistry just unplugs itself. so just treasure ur friendships while they last loh.
The weirdness of human nature, is that you bond over the good times and bad times. when you go your separate ways, the bond may seem to have been lost. yet, it take something sad to happen for everyone to gather again. sad, but true.
you may not speak to your friend for years, you may not contact them for years, but when something bad happens, and they appear, that's when you know all it's not lost.
I have witness that myself.
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